God I wish I was better at this, better at connecting with people. Sometimes I find myself in a trans-- a sort of trans I can't get myself out of. It's like I enjoy being alone than I do with others. Call me a loner, call me depressed, I don't care. Just let me explain myself.
You can put your total trust into someone, someone you may have recently met or maybe someone you have been familiar with for a while. With this trust, there comes the possibility of this person betraying you, lying, letting you down, leaving or that person could even die. Why would you want to do that-- put yourself out there with that high chance of getting hurt? How could you ever really connect with someone again? Is it worth the fear?
I am so confused, so if you got the answer, please tell me. I need some advice.
-Caty
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